Snow.

For crying out loud......it's doing it again. Snowing. A BUNCH of it. We might have a foot by morning. Pretty to look at, but damn... we were going to go to Fargo tomorrow for a fun day.
I haven't been here for a long time. I am not sure why. Just as I am not sure why I am back. I thought I needed a rant space. A sounding board. A place to call my own.
It seems I have a knack for making a post at birthday times. My oldest son will turn 5 on Monday.
5 seems like such a big number, a major birthday and all. He is an awesome little kid. Such an imagination, energetic, adorable.....and on and on :D
A lot of birthdays since I was last here.... one turned 6, 9, 18, 3 and my baby turned 1. Too much in such a short time... my first baby turned 18 and my baby baby turned 1. Just 3 months between the 2 events. Lots of turmoil and drama. But we made it for now.
Big changes and major decisions to make. Buy the shop? Remodel the kitchen? *sigh* both?
At this point I think I will buy the shop... there are a lot of changes that I want to make there, but don't want to make them until I am buying the building. Too much work to put in with just renting it.
Well, enough for now. Too much in my mind and I can't get it all out without it sounding like a confusing mess.
Kids fighting, bickering, bitching at each other in a very mean manner..... what a way to end the night.