Tuesday, December 25, 2007
christmas......
So, back to today.... it is Christmas night. After a long exhausting day full of fun.... here is where we are. Hazen and I are in our usual spots in my room. Emeril is making something yummy on FoodTV, Hazen's machine is humming away, Brian is playing his new computer game, and the children that are still here are trying to agree on a new movie to watch. 2 children are not here, and that is a bit rough. Kristen(19) is gone to her boyfriend's mom's house for supper. She will be back around bedtime and then off to Fargo tomorrow again. That has been hard, but getting a little better, maybe. Caitie(13) just left to spend the night with her best friend and then they are off to Minneapolis in the morning for 2 days at Mall of America. I know she will have a wonderful time. It is her first time there. The timing just sucks. For me that is. Don't know what is wrong with me. Just feeling a little down still. All that business explained earlier is making everything hard to deal with. Seems like I spend more time crying, trying not cry, or trying to convince everyone that I am not crying than anything else here lately. Hazen makes me cry and smile at the same time. Sounds like crazy talk, but I resent anything that takes time away from Hazen right now. Won't dwell on that though......
Well, Merry what's left of Christmas.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Birthday...
Blessed be!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Snow.
I haven't been here for a long time. I am not sure why. Just as I am not sure why I am back. I thought I needed a rant space. A sounding board. A place to call my own.
It seems I have a knack for making a post at birthday times. My oldest son will turn 5 on Monday.
5 seems like such a big number, a major birthday and all. He is an awesome little kid. Such an imagination, energetic, adorable.....and on and on :D
A lot of birthdays since I was last here.... one turned 6, 9, 18, 3 and my baby turned 1. Too much in such a short time... my first baby turned 18 and my baby baby turned 1. Just 3 months between the 2 events. Lots of turmoil and drama. But we made it for now.
Big changes and major decisions to make. Buy the shop? Remodel the kitchen? *sigh* both?
At this point I think I will buy the shop... there are a lot of changes that I want to make there, but don't want to make them until I am buying the building. Too much work to put in with just renting it.
Well, enough for now. Too much in my mind and I can't get it all out without it sounding like a confusing mess.
Kids fighting, bickering, bitching at each other in a very mean manner..... what a way to end the night.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Birthday number 2 in the 8 day run.....
Afternoon update:
Weather looks like it might hold for a while..... *crosses fingers* I will let you know.
Friday, April 28, 2006
The Day After...
Everything is as it should be again. We survived the birthday. Dinner was a huge surprise and hit. She loved her presents..... state quarters book and pink little music player she can carry around with her.
I looks like we are going to have a BUSY weekend..... have a funeral to create flowers for that has the potential to be huge. Wanted to get away to the local wildlife reserve... about an hour from here.... but now who knows.
Yesterday was a good day after all besides the birthday business........ was beautiful weather. Took all the kids outside for lessons for the afternoon.... got to curl up with 5 month son and cuddle and nurse in the new yard lounger we got and he had a blissful nap outside while we had the perfect setting to work on science and the anatomy of plants with the 5yo and the 8yo. Kept the lounger in the sun.... we moved the silly thing twice to keep in the sun.... and we still got a little pink.... even baby T, which made me sad. Time to get out the sunblock. That's ok.... with the loooooooong winters we have, I will gladly take the weather we had.
Well, enough for now.... I must get them rounded around and up to the shop as we have a couple of first thing this morning deliveries and then get busy here for the day and let the oldest handle arrangements with the family coming in this morning. Bye for now.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Another Teenager..... :-S
Well, enough for now. Happy Birthday Lexi.... we all love you.